I need to lose 100lbs. That seems so overwhealming and Lord I need your help of course. I'm considering doing a 'diet' of some type, but I know those are not long term solutions. I also have a strong desire to have another baby. Nick and I have govin that up to you as we should every aspect of our lives. I was so dissapoointed when my period started a few day ago. Perhaps this desire to lose weight is the reason I have not gotten pregnant, meaning that you have not allwed me to get pregnant until I lose some wight. This month I will try to lose as much as I can. It is funny because when I decided to give up to you how many children you desire us to have my struggle was about not wanting no more. Now I desire so much to be blessed with more precious angels so the pendulum has swong the other way. In the end it's all about trusting 100% in you and finding satisfaction with YOUR will for us, even if you desire to only give us 4 babies. I am exptreemely, eternaly greatful for our children. They are amazing and fill our lives with so much joy and blessings. And whatever happens I know the Lord's will will bever dissapoint.
Praise you Lord!
